My Last Ditch Effort

March 15, 2021

I’m sitting here staring out my windows at the Ossipee Mountains. It’s 5 degrees, windy, and I still have two feet of snow on my lil hill. I had every intention of working on my book.

Instead, all I can think about is the V-word. You know, the one on everyone’s lips. “Have you had your V yet? First or second?” I’m stunned. Every day it seems I hear of another person I care about who has succumbed.

“I told you so” is not something I revel in saying. But we are exactly in the situation I predicted almost a year ago when I wrote a post and suggested that mandatory vaccinations for adults were probably coming down the road.

I’m not going to rant on about my opinion. It’s already alienated me from so many people I’ve lost count. A like-minded friend said this morning that “she wants to paint the town with information”.

This is my last-ditch effort to encourage people considering this vax to educate themselves outside of the mainstream media (yes, that includes NPR, PBS, NYT, etc.) or their doctor who, let’s be honest is part of the Big Pharma system.

And when I say vax, I use that term loosely because if you’re considering the experimental Pfizer or Moderna shot (they have not been approved by the FDA), it’s not really a vax, it’s an operating system. This is from Moderna’s website:

“mRNA is like software for the cell. Our approach to leveraging mRNA science started with creating an operating system – our multidisciplinary mRNA platform technology.”

And it’s being experimented on you.

Below is an excellent video that I hope you’ll take the time to watch. Censorship has reached an all-time high and this brave doctor has put her career on the line to speak her truth.

If you’re of child-bearing years it’s especially important for you to hear what Dr. Gold has to say.

Every day I work hard to stay in a good place. I’m trying to keep my body, mind, and spirit healthy. I feel extremely blessed to be living where I am right now and have Mother Nature just outside my door. In spite of what’s happening, I have no fear.

In the end, this is not about I’m right and you’re wrong. Or vice-versa. For me, it comes down to medical sovereignty and having the right to choose what is best for my body, without government intervention. And respecting each other in our choices.

Whatever you decide, I send you love during these bizarre and life-altering times.

xo, Barbara

P.S. If you would like more resources just reach out and I’m happy to share. This is a good place to start.

Dr. Simone Gold, American Frontline Doctor


  1. Well written! Thank you for being brave to write about this! I support medical sovereignty as well <3

  2. Thank you for expressing yourself during a time of so much controversy, fear, and misinformation.
    It takes courage to stand in your truth.

  3. So glad you shared this video. Thank you. So many people I love have gotten the experimental vaccine without understanding it.

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