This Is Not a Time to Be Nice Over Being Truthful

June 23, 2020

Last month I heard the astrologer, Lee Harris, say “This is not a time to be nice over being truthful.” That pretty much sums up how I’ve been feeling lately.

It’s been months since I wrote “To Feel Calm is a Powerful Force” and while much has changed, evolved, intensified, illuminated – all that I shared still rings true for me.

I’m still not fearful of contracting the C-word.

I’m still not watching the mainstream news.

I’m still not wearing a mask.

I’m still working on my own judgment and the judgment of others.

This doesn’t mean that all is sparkles and rainbows in my world. I’ve been worn thin just like many of you. It’s hard trying to keep my vibration high and my worrying low. While I don’t worry about catching a virus (Is it really even a virus??) I lay awake at night contemplating where I should move because the city is no longer where I want to be.

Last, but especially not least, I’m still being nudged to seek the Truth and, as uncomfortable as it might be, to speak/write it.

Can’t I be nice and truthful? 

I’d like to share a story with you.

Five years ago I traveled to Scotland for the first time. I went with a friend I’d never traveled with before and that’s always risky. My friend did all the driving (alternate side of the road, alternate side of the car, roundabouts everywhere) and for that, I was so grateful. I hadn’t driven a car in years and she had only driven in the UK once before and said she’d never do it again. But she did.

We had a few spats – I was supposed to be navigating and setting the GPS – which I’d never used (because I hadn’t driven in years!) but all I wanted to do was take pictures of those otherworldly verdant green hills of Scotland. Our mini spats mostly ended in laughter and we remained friends after two weeks of road-tripping together.

One thing I remember vividly (and the reason for telling you this story) is that I soon discovered I was trapped in the car with a (GASP!) conspiracy theorist. My friend told me tale after tale and I finally had to ask her to please just stop. It wasn’t so much that I didn’t believe what she was telling me – it was that the energy of it felt too dark and heavy for me to handle at the time.

Well, guess what? Practically everything my traveling companion told me in that car has come to fruition or is at least being brought to light in a big way.

Jeffrey Epstein and his cronies. Mandated vaccines. The nightmare that is Bill and Melinda Gates, A New World Order, etc. etc.

Can you see why I just wanted to head for the hills??

The derogatory term “conspiracy theorist” was coined by the CIA after President John F. Kennedy was assassinated and people started questioning the narrative the government provided after his death.

Personally, I prefer the term Truth-seeker to a conspiracy theorist. Fellow Sagittarians will probably agree.

I wish I knew who said this but all I have is the quote scribbled on a piece of paper.

“A conspiracy theorist is a person that researches a subject and then uses logic and critical thinking skills to form an educated opinion instead of just blindly believing whatever they saw on TV.”

I can’t think of a better time to use critical thinking than now. I feel as though it’s been stuck on a shelf somewhere along with its sister, common sense.

“To denigrate something as ‘conspiracy theory’ without having fully investigated the data is an act of cowardice. You cause an affront to those who offer the possibility that harm is being done to innocent people, just to avoid confrontation with your own fears of it being true.” 
— Martin Geddes – Coronagate: The Scandal to End All Scandals   

When did asking questions become so taboo?

In case you’re not aware because you’re only frequenting the mainstream media, censorship has reached an all-time high during Coronagate. 

If you dare to question the narrative about Covid19, or the implementation of 5G, or vaccine safety, you’ll be targeted and possibly removed from the platform altogether. 

For months, just about everywhere I search on my phone or computer (even on Spotify, looking for a song) provides me with “proper information” about C-19, 5G, or vaccines. Usually by the very organizations in charge of the narrative and who have a vested financial interest.

Google, after all, now has its own pharmaceutical division.

I shared my thoughts regarding western (allopathic) medicine in my other post so I won’t repeat myself here. But, did you ever wonder how allopathic medicine got its start in this country and how it became normalized and holds so much power along with Big Pharma? Or how they became the most powerful lobby in Washington? Here’s a short video to explain how it happened. 

On the last full moon, I had a dream that an old doctor in a white coat was forcing me to be vaccinated. I woke up in a panic.

It made me remember an incident I had as a child (I was terrified of the doctor) when my mother got out of the car at the doctor’s office and I locked the door from the inside. It took her a while to get me out and she had to drag me kicking and screaming in for a shot.

Well, here I am now listening to all kinds of chatter about mandatory vaccines for adults. Contact tracing and chips (not the kind I love, unfortunately), but rather microchips with our health/vaccine information.

I know many people who see no issue with this and are ready to comply. No problem.

Someone will have to drag me kicking and screaming like when I was that little girl because I have worked too hard to keep my body healthy and free of pharmaceuticals.

If I want to heal myself, seek out an energy healer or an acupuncturist or a sound healer or an herbalist or a shaman or even a witch doctor, that is my sovereign right.

Did you know that vaccines are legally classified as unavoidably unsafe?

If you’ve grown up in a typical American family listening to your allopathic medical doctor all of your life then chances are vaccines seem normal and necessary. And if you watch the mainstream news with 24/7 pharmaceutical commercials (only two countries allow this – the US and New Zealand), your opinion that “vaccines save millions of lives” (as a friend recently stated to me) will be solidified. Vaccines, however, are neither normal nor harmless

“But so many minimize, dismiss, or otherwise defend the mainstream narrative because to do otherwise would require truly cutting the umbilical cord connecting them to mommy medical system and daddy government. It would require stepping into their adult authority which is their own, individual truth and sovereign power…a terrifying initiation to self that can feel like the world as you know it must end in order to accommodate this new truth and perceived reality.” –Kelly Brogan MD Why We Stay Asleep When Covid-19 Is Trying to Wake us Up

There is a really uncomfortable social war going on right now.

The masked vs. the unmasked.

The social-distancer vs. the person still hugging and carrying on.

It’s hot and humid here now and most people are still masked in my community. Walking, running, biking, I see people alone in their cars wearing masks. 

I am working really hard on staying detached and out of judgment. 

Dr. Sherri Tenpenny recently said: 

“This is not the new normal. It’s a temporary abnormal.”

But, I don’t see this as temporary. Especially with people already worrying about a second wave. Do you want to know what I think the dreaded “second wave” will be? A nation of even sicker people because their immune systems have been so compromised from isolation, social distancing, and wearing masks. The perfect storm. With some new 5G activated for good measure.

It saddens me to see little children wearing masks. The other day I saw a baby in a stroller wearing a mask. Not in a store but out on the boardwalk that was practically deserted.

A quick Etsy search confirmed for me just how popular and normal this has become. 250 pages of kids’ masks on just one Etsy page. 

“We know that wearing a mask outside health care facilities offers little, if any, protection from infection. Public health authorities define a significant exposure to Covid-19 as face-to-face contact within 6 feet with a patient with symptomatic Covid-19 that is sustained for at least a few minutes (and some say more than 10 minutes or even 30 minutes). The chance of catching Covid-19 from a passing interaction in a public space is therefore minimal. In many cases, the desire for widespread masking is a reflexive reaction to anxiety over the pandemic.”
– New England Journal of Medicine, 5/21/2020

This recent article Healthy People Should Not Wear Face Masks is in line with my own beliefs but I know that many of you will have a differing opinion. 

Here’s an article that might be more in line with your thinking. 

I’m not here to convince anyone that they should or should not wear a mask or share my beliefs about the situation we’re in. I would, however, love for the virtue signaling to stop. 

“I’m not wearing this mask for me, I’m wearing it for you”, is a comment that’s hard to argue with.

In Asian cultures, the wearing of face masks is practically universal. And, I’m guessing this is where the “I’m wearing it for you” narrative began because that is truly their way.

Here’s a short history of how this practice began.

Those of us who choose not to wear masks are often scolded for “not being nice”. For being selfish and narcissistic.

There are many kind caring souls I know who choose not to wear a mask.

And kind souls who choose to wear one.

Can we please just leave it at that? Because this is truly the most polarizing debate I’ve ever been a part of in my life. The subject of health is a scalding hot topic. For good reason. We all want to stay alive and thrive.

I’m fairly certain that my popularity in my apartment building is at an all-time low because I’m un-masked. We are only allowed one person to an elevator.

And, yet, I cannot go against what my beliefs are in this matter.

It’s so much easier to be nice rather than truthful. 

My hair is coming in grey and I’m ok with that. I’ve been wanting to let it do its thing for a long time so I’m embracing my Crone.

The quiet during lockdown (a horrible term) was heavenly while it lasted (construction has resumed in my neighborhood and in my building).

The river has been calm and unfettered with boats.

Nature has gone about her business. The plants and the animals are carrying on like nothing is happening.

Today I had a pigeon visitor on my morning bike ride. We had a nice chat.

There are lots of people re-thinking their careers, their relationships, their location. 

In a million years I never ever thought I would be guided to leave this liberal enclave in and around NYC. That city saved me for many years. I changed there. I grew. I blossomed. I will always love it for the big beautiful patchwork of diversity that it is.

But, over the past few months, as I tried to make sense of what was happening, as I researched, went down the proverbial rabbit hole, I was shocked and dismayed to discover that the liberal agenda just wasn’t quite what I thought it was.

The very first clue I had was learning that it was liberal states like California, New York, Washington, and Maine who already have abolished exemptions (in varying degrees) for childhood vaccinations. And they are gunning to do the same for adults.

All this while censorship has risen to make it more difficult to get vaccine safety information from sources other than Big Pharma.

“On February 14, 2019 Congressman Adam Schiff sent a letter to Mark Zuckerberg, Chairman and CEO of Facebook, encouraging him to take steps to prevent vaccine “misinformation” and advertising from appearing on Facebook. He also asked Zuckerberg to “consider what additional steps you can take to address this growing problem.” – Children’s Health Defense

There is a plan for us all to be vaccinated, probably through a microchip, and records kept which will determine whether or not we can get a driver’s license or travel.

Why do I keep harping about vaccines? After I wrote about them in a newsletter, someone sent me an email calling me an anti-vaxxer. I’m pretty sure she meant it in a derogatory way, but the truth is I will now own that title.

I was vaccinated. I vaccinated my children. Before I knew any better. If I’d known then what I know now I would have never vaccinated them.

My children are grown but there are young children in my life who are very dear to me. I would love nothing more than for their parents to educate themselves about the dangers of vaccines. 

That being said, it’s none of my business and I try really hard to remember that.

Now that adult vaccine mandates are coming, everyone should educate themselves. I just read that there is a 20% “serious” injury rate in the Moderna Covid-19 Vaccine. That should concern everyone.

There are always silver linings, right? And one of the Covid silver linings is that I’ve been able to have deep conversations with a relative who is a staunch conservative and with whom I rarely see eye-to-eye, especially politically. I’m deeply troubled by some of the discoveries I’ve made during these past several months and am still in a processing phase.

We Sagittarians are first and foremost about the Truth, not about political parties or choosing sides. (At least this Sagittarian is – I guess I can’t speak for all of them. :))

This is not a time to be nice over being truthful.

I came upon this article “We Are Being Played” by Grace Van Berkum that I wanted to share with you. She dug deep into the World Economic Forum and I am still trying to wrap my brain around what I’ve read. I hope you’ll take the time to read it (just not before bedtime, please!). It is disturbing but important that we all stay vigilant.

Here’s an excerpt:

“Also, in my research, I found that part of the New World Order/One World Government agenda is to remove the requirement for food labeling and to restrict and ultimately prohibit the sale of all natural health products!! Eventually, eating from nature will not be allowed. They will provide us with Monsanto food solely focused on a specific number of proteins and carbohydrates. This is all here when you dig deep.” – Grace Van Berkum

I’m sorry that this was not a cheerful article but I felt that it was important to deliver the information. Whether or not you are interested in it is, as always, your choice. I figure if just one fact somewhere in this (long) sharing resonates with someone and makes them curious, it’s all worthwhile. 

Please don’t send me emails or leave comments imploring me to wear a mask, or calling me selfish or insensitive. Let’s practice some respect for one another. This is my blog and so it reflects my opinions. As always, feel free to unsubscribe if it offends you in any way.

Something I posted recently on Facebook sparked a lot of dissension and I have to tell you, I’m just not cut out for it. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion but I just decided that the energy there was not serving me. I’ve been wanting to close my account for a long time now. Today, I went there to delete it and I noticed someone had sent me a private message. I’ve never met this person, she’s a friend of a friend, and this is what she said:

“Keep sharing. Not everyone will accept. I’m taking notes….. Keep sharing.”

It’s a conundrum. But I still deleted my account.

I called my travel buddy not long ago to thank her for the seeds of awareness she’d planted in me. She’s withstood ridicule for decades for sharing this information but has a way of graciously handling whatever comes at her. I’ll be road-tripping with her again soon and this time I’m wide open to receiving!

Much love,
Barbara

P.S. Here are a few other resources that I found interesting

A Study on Infectivity of Asymptomatic SARS-CoV-2 Carriers
The “Coronavirus” Pandemic: The Biggest Lie in Human History
How Bill Gates Controls Global Messaging and Censorship
A Timeline–Pandemic and Erosion of Freedoms Have Been Decades in the Making COVID-19
Testing: What are We Doing? What Does it Mean

Dr. Zach Bush: Humanity, Consciousness, and Covid19

And, last but not least, enjoy this gem on “Lockdown Language (Mind Manipulation) by Peggy Hill, The Healthy American. She has kept me laughing and while I’m always trying to be diplomatic (life path 2!), she just lets it fly! I love her for that.

4 Comments
  1. Thank you! I appreciate the links, the humor, the honesty…everything!

    Question. Are you me? Because I think you are, like, literally, me.

    Sagittarian- check.
    Current truth seeker who used to wince at so-called conspiracy theorists – check
    Blogger – check
    Medicine woman – check
    Someone who pressed the big red button on their FB – check
    Someone who was traumatized by shots as a child (even had mom lie to me to get me in the office) – check

    Keep using your voice. I used to shy away from being a “disruptive female”, but lately, I have been inspired to speak out thanks to leaders like Dr. Christiane Northrup. I love that I have found my tribe!

  2. This is a magnificent post! Thank you for your insight, clarity and informative story telling… I agree! I agree! I agree!

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